My Rainbow Universe

There used to be time when I wasn't confident at all. I was just a sack of tears, insecurity and fears. Saying that now I'm completely sure about who I am and that I'm satisfied with myself, would be a lie. A huge lie. No one is ever satisfied, because we're always trying to reach something more, to be anything more. Or anyone. Why?  I'd say the reason is that we all have our own problems, troubles or issues, and we can never get rid of them. We need to fight the whole life against them. In my opinion a person with enough courage to fight can be labelled as confident. Insecurity is, on the other hand, when you give up, fall down on your knees and let the others to rule your life. But you can never say if you are self-assure enough, because self-esteem isn't a circle or a square where you start at some point and at some point reach the end. The point is there isn't any end. It's a neverending and always changing scale, line.  This whole thing depends

I really think we prefer the romantic love over everything else. What about the love we feel towards our family or friends? Where is the strength of friendship? Even friendship can have a real power. I mean at least half of people I know believe that friendship is the basic stone for romantic relationship. So it must be strong. Then why are we underestimating it so much? I'm just really sick of hearing the same words over and over again. "Just friends". "It's just a friendship". Just? Why just? What is wrong with having a friend? What happened with us? We shouldn't underestimate the power of friendship, we should treat it the same way like other kinds of relationship - especially the romantic ones. Friends are people who know you, help you, trust you and never betray you. Their hug is worth everything. They would never let anything hurt you or step between you and them. Friends are always there for you no matter what. Isn't it enough? It should be. F